Dorian's First Cold
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Well despite my best effort to not give Dorian my Extremely Bad Cold, I did. However, he seems to be handling it fairly well. He had his third round of vaccines today so he's a little more fussy than he has been, but other than that I'm suprised at how happy's he's been for being such a sick baby.
Tiffanie cleaned the house the other day... it looks so good I haven't wanted to use or dirty anything. I set up the highchair, so now Dorian can have a high place he can sit to watch TV, play with toys, and eat. The doctor told me I could start trying to feed him rice or oatmeal baby cereal with formula. Also, I'm aloud to start trying to feed him stage one baby foods. :) This should be interesting... I'm sure he will end up making quite the mess of himself.
Matt has been working a lot of odd hours, it seems like we never see each other anymore. However, this weekend is Valentines weekend, and we were able to arrange for us to spend the whole day together... we're gonna go to the movies, dinner, and then to have dessert and drinks at Hillorie and Joshs... it should be a nice relaxing baby free day to ourselves.
Neeb's passed away last week. She had a seizure and was in too bad a shape to come back out of it. I was very sad to see her go, but I knew that it was the best choice for her. Plus, I had been having trouble remembering to take care of her the way I needed to, so it probably worked out for the best.

First Offical Week back to work
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Well I enjoyed my weekend... last week was my first full week back to work after being on maternity leave. Things went well, it feels good to be bringing in my own money again, now I just need to get a full paycheck in and catch up on some things and before I know it I will have a little extra money for myself.
Dorian decided to warm up to his baby swing today, this makes me really happy because he used to hate the damn thing. With him in the swing it should give me some more hands free time to get things done around the house. Tiffany helped get my house clean which was AWESOME, now I'm just trying to keep it that way. Hopefully I can get her to help me get the baby's room in order and a few other things, and before I know it my house will be a totally new place. :)
Well I should get off and start warming up dinner. <3

First week back to work, after Maternity leave
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It was a good first week back to work (first full week), my boss was out all week so I had the office to myself... it gave me a chance to catch up on some things and get a lot done. I'm also happy to know that the one employee I couldn't stand has quit, so I no longer have to listen to her bitch and moan anymore.
Seem's like a lot of old friends have been coming out of the woodwork, it's nice since I've been feeling pretty lonely and like I've lost all of my friends... now to find the time to hang out with my friends. Hahaha! Speaking of friends... I'm very happy to have Tiffanie as a friend. I came home the other day and she had totally re-organized my living room and kitchen to make my house a little more spacious and tidy.
Dorian is doing well. He's getting big quickly, but I'm kinda impatient for him to get to the age where we can take him to go experiance things... like playing in the snow, going to the Zoo, going to Cosi, and going to the water park. I'm going to take him to Zoombeezi Bay this year but I think he's gonna be too young to really enjoy it. I'm just excited to ride the rides this year, I couldn't ride all last summer cuz I was pregnant. :( Dorian should have his 4 month doctors appointment soon, I'm sad to see him get all of those shots again, but it's to keep him healthy.
I can't wait for tax season to start... I should be getting my W-9's pretty soon and I can't wait for the re-bate. I hope to get rid of my medical debit, pay off most of or all of my credit card, and I hope to have enough extra left to get a new laptop... I'm really sick of my laptop breaking down all of the time. I am really excited to get a new phone. I think I'm going to save up and try to get the Verizon Droid, and pay the extra $35 a month for the internet etc.... Yay! :)

Is anyone even still on here?
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So, A lot has happened since my last entry, unfortunatly my spelling hasn't improved. I'm now living in an apartment with my boyfriend. I have a ferrett and a new kitten. I'm going to be starting school in the Fall. I miss talking to a lot of you... some of you I get ahold of on different sites but I havn't really had a very good with this site so if your still on here and on my buddylist, let me know it because I might just quit getting on here. I miss all of you get ahold of me!

<3 Lara

My little Red Headed baby :)
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So Kaylah turned 3years old earlier this week... for those of you who don't know, Kaylah is Joy's daughter and practically my niece:) And if you don't know Joy well then Poo on you b/c she's fuckin awesome! We went to Chuckie Cheese today to celibrate Kaylah's birthday and I got her so much shit. It wasn't just birthday gifts but it was also christmas gifts since we hadn't done christmas yet. We spent about three and a half hours at Chuckie Cheese but it was a blast. It was funny though b/c at first Kaylah just wanted to play with her polly pocket toy I got her. LOL! I was able to hide it from her though and get her to go play some games. However, about an hour and a half later she hadn't forgoten about it and we had to get it out and with such a short attention span she decided she didn't want to leave polly pocket and her boutique behind so we played arcade games and I got to carry polly and all her accesories around:) I didn't mind though anything for my little strawberry shortcake. I can't believe how big she's gotten though, it seem's like just yesterday I was in high school and she was a little baby. It was really great to see Joy too OF COURSE.. she has a new boyfriend who seems really nice and I'm really really happy for her. It's always good to see my friends happy. Other than that I'm at Stephens right now chillin with my girl Tiffanie!!!!! She came back from florida and I was soo fuckin excited I couldn't get here fast enough when I heard she was back. Me Tiff, Stephen and Jimmy are just chillin out tonight... I'm just gonna crash here tonight and go pick matt up tommorow when he get's off work... he has finally started returning his stuff to the Army and is going to get his discharge paperwork started :) I'm soooooooo happy!!! I'm such a sap but he's my baby I Love Him :) God I'm freaking sappy as hell LOL! We've started looking for an apartment together... however, I'm not getting my hope's up b/c next thing I know he'll be telling me that we're not moving out together after all... that would be my luck. On another note I'm thinking about getting my nipples pierced but I'm still not possitive...I'm a little nervouse about it. I'm exteremly happy with my life at this point, I mean everyone feel's as if there's things about themselves and their life that they could improve but at this point I'm not extremely unhappy with myself and my life which is really nice. I'm working on getting into a college and what not I'm thinking of going to school for early chilhood education. But I'm going to go chill with my friends now b/c I feel like I'm kinda neglecting the task at hand and ignoring my buddies.

You Sure Can Tell I'm On Here A LOT!
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Well there's not much really interesting goin on in my life other than the fact that christmas is tommorow and I'm really really excited to give everyone their christmas gifts :) I've been quite a bit but we've been so slow it's driving me nuts I'm hoping buisness will start to pick up soon. I also have a different car now I finally got rid of my POS Saturn, that thing would leak soooo much water when it rained it was crazy, I now drive a 1994 Jimmy until I get a new car. I havn't talked to anyone on here in awhile I hope things are going good for everyone and I hope everyone has a MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! I'm sure many of you will be partyin it up for New Years :) I know I will. Well hope to hear from some of you.

Fun Times!!!!
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So tonight Joy, Kaylah (joy's daughter who's 2) and I were driving around trying to find something to do instead of going home :) I love how we really took kaylah to the jail to visit our friend Justin!!!!! Of course a bunch of other people go there with their kids so it wasn't a big deal but it was pretty hillarious when Kaylah thought Joy and I were going to put her in Jail HAHAHA! I had recieve a letter back from Justin today and was talking to Joy about it when we decided that it just so happened to be visiting hours and decided to go see our buddy... I missed him soooooo much and it really sucked having a pane of plexiglass between us. It's so hard to picture him in there... for those of you who don't know this friend of mine he is NOT the jail type. Justin is my peaceful hippie :) I guess the other people in there with him have noticed this quality also, according to Justin they don't understand how someone of his nature is in there. However, his lawyer is 99% sure that he'll only get one year and his jail time will hopefully be taken out of that and it will only be 6 months in prison. It was really weird being in there... this place wasn't like what they show you in the movies, there weren't chairs to sit on and there wasn't a phone on either side of the window, it was just a kinda cubby hole where you stood and there were little holes in each side of the metal surrounding the window and it was really hard to hear each other. It was worth it though, I think Joy and I are going to go every tuesday to see him. It was really nice when he said that seeing us was the happiest he'd been since he's been in there and he's been there for six months, I feel pretty good about that. I so want to throw him a big party and give him a HUGE hug when he get's out.
This weekend I soooo got another car so now I don't have a car that leaks! However, it's an older Jimmy but it works well and it isn't as bad as it could be, plus i kinda like the extra power. Well, I'm about to go bone up on my Star News LOL! (thanks joy :) )

People Pleaser :)
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I hate being a people pleaser... you try and do things to make other people happy and yet you still feel so empty and it seems like eventhough you're giving people what they want it's never enough. I really don't know what to do anymore, I'm not happy unless everyone else is happy, and it's pretty rare that everyone else is happy.. so I try to make everyone else happy in hopes of making me happy...it's vicious and endless cycle and it really really sucks. My mom complains about wanting her circular saw that my dad owe's her, so I meet up with my dad and we pick it up. Tonight I'm all excited to finally give her her saw and that way she can't complain any more. I come inside carrying the saw and guess what?!?!?!?!?! SHE FUCKIN BOUGHT ONE!!!!!!!!! So now I will still here shit about it b/c I guess we're supposed to take the saw back, but we can't take it back without the reciept which my dad has and we don't have a gift reciept. Now when she complains about it it will be about how he took too long. Sometimes I just feel sooo useless... or I feel like people don't really like me as much as they say or act... like they're all trying to spare my feelings or something and I'm just really annoying and no one wants to tell me. I hate being depressed I've been stuck in this fuckin rutt for long enough now! I don't want it to get colder and darker b/c that's exactly how my mood will get and i don't think I have money for tanning this year :( Why do I stress myself out so much and get so worked up over nothing? Why can't I just go with the flow of things like everyone else and accept life as it comes at me? AND WHY DO I ASK SO MANY FUCKIN QUESTIONS?!?!?!?!?! hahaha Well that's enought ranting, complaining, and whining for one week... I guess one good thing out of everything is I'll live through it and I still have my Matt :)

Blah Blah Blah...
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Not much goin on in the life of Lara... going to another Mayavirupa show at the Alrosa tonight! Next weekend is the halloween bash I am so excited to put on my costume :) Other than that I'm doin the usual, work, work, classes for work, and spending time with matt on the weekends... oh yah and going to shows and band practices. (would you say I have no life? or too much of one?) Maybe I'm just happy in my little rutine

Busy Busy Busy.....
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Well it's about 12:24a.m. and I'm sitting at Matt's house (my boyfriend for those of you who don't know) and I'm killing some time :) Matt is at work at the moment and he wont be returning till like 7:00a.m. In the mean time I've ate a big bowel of cereal, finished reading my book and it was AWESOME! I've given myself a facial, done some of matt's laundry (I'm such a nice girlfriend), I watched Mean Girls... It was really cool b/c I let matt and justin take my car to work tonight since matt's tags are expired and I was going to go get some movies to watch tonight and I realized I didn't have time since they were getting ready to go to work, luckily justin handed me a piece of paper that advertises this movie place in marion that deliver's rental's to your house! So I called them up and had them deliver The Notebook, and Mean Girls... I'm yet to watch The Notebook tonight but I will soon enough. I was thinking about messing with my hair but I'm not too sure about that. Obviously I'm pretty bored right now and trying to spread out my events for the night so I don't go to bed too early. See the way I look at it, if I go to bed right now then matt will come home at 7 in the morning and go to bed and sleep for quite some time, I'll wake up a little while after he goes to bed and then I wont have anything to do and I'll want to wake him up and then he'll get mad at me b/c I don't want to let him sleep, therefore if I stay up late I'll sleep longer and run less of a chance of pissing him off and being bored tommorow LOL! GOD I THINK ABOUT THINGS TOO MUCH
So Friday night I went out and had a blast with my friend Annie... I wasn't going to go out b/c I was sick and then I decied What the hell WHY NOT?!?!?! Plus since Annie works for Bacardi I get into bars for free and without being having to show my ID, cuz if I did I wouldn't be getting in. She had four promo's that night. One promo was at Frogbears by nationwide arena, the next was at Old School, another was at Gasworks, and I can't remember the name of the place the other one was b/c we weren't there for long. However, I got free drinks and met a lot of really fun and cool people. I think I need to go out with Annie more often :) The nice thing was we stayed out really really late and I wan't planning on driving home that night but I had to work in the morning, well Annie's parents had left her their hotel room off of lane ave and we just went there at the end of the night. On our way up to our room, there was this guy in the elevator, he started talking to us and then told us we should come to his room. We told him no thanks and he kept pushing so Annie was like well give me the number to your hotel room and we'll come down in a bit (trying to get him to leave us alone) Then he decided that it would be a good idea to come chill in our hotel room... so he came in for a little bit he and Annie drank a couple beers and then she kept trying to hint to him that it was time to go, he wasn't very perceptive and I'm sure it didn't help that he was drunk LOL... well he ended up laying down on the bed (not my bed) and then he had the nerve to turn off the light! Annie came in from the bathroom and turned it back on and then next thing I know Annie lay's down and start's talking to him trying to tell him it's time he go and stay in his room with his buddies. Well I'm not one for confrontation and neither is Annie but in that situation I needed to get to bed cuz I had to be at work in three hours and I wasn't going to sleep with some strange guy in the room... finally I told him that I wasn't comfortable with him in the room and that he needed to go. Luckily he was respectful enough that he left and didn't make a scene. So I fall asleep and when I wake up three hours later two guys from earlier in the night (friends of annies) were in the room also LOL... one was passed out on annies bed with her and the other was on the floor at the foot of my bed with not blanket in front of the air conditioner, so I get up get dressed for work wake annie up to walk me to my car and get shane (at the foot of my bed) and tell him to get in the bed and go to sleep since I was leaving. Well it turns out matt didn't like the whole issue of two guys staying in Annie and I's hotel room but concidering that when I went to sleep they weren't there it wasn't like I knew they were going to be sleeping in there... luckily I have an understanding boyfriend and he didn't freak out on me :) Well that's enough from me I"m going to go watch my movie.

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